whoever is reading thi,s you don't know me man
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Ipushmyfingersintomyeyes
(I had to edit this, it was origanilly about 3 times as long) But I'm telling you , if she said to me right now "If you wait until the time is right." I would wait 30+ years.but I don't want to be bound by something that will never take place. I could see myself truly "in love" with this girl. She is so awesome, I love being around her. She can be very humorous, but then serious when she needs to be. She is a faithful girl, with good beliefs. I love to listen to her talk, I could listen to her for hours. She is the coolest girl I've ever met too, and especially the most fun. I can relate to her like no one else. I bet there is no one, besids maybe her family(cuz there above me in this one, who will try a hard as they can to try and help her with a problem she's having. I can't stand stand it to see her depressed. And when she cries, I wish I could erase all her pain. I would take a bullet or knife, or whatever it be so that she could live. I would give up evry single material possesion of mine, if she could be happy. Cuz I love her smile so much. She smiles like Heaven's down on Earth. I could see her being my Heaven on Earth. I could see the sun shining on her right now, on her golden hair. Brushing against her soft skin, her eyes lit up, two big polished emeralds. With her perfect chin, nose and ears. To tell her these thinhgs would be mutiny on my part. I would expect to get a cold stare. Cuz "just friends" do not say things like that to one another. All that talk of sun and joy is killing me, for I am in a dark place now, the sun would just hurt my eyes.